Friday, September 03, 2004

progression, obsession & misconception

ahh...now this feels a hell of a lot better. i'm working out the kinks in this thing.
i guess it only took a little patience.

welcome to my side of the world through my eyes as i see it!
you may not agree with all that's expressed here but your welcome.....
take your shoes off before entering my thoughts. we're all sitting in the lotus position allowing our energies to connect. flow. it increases your heart rate...good for the blood stream.

i'm fresh off an emotional journey through like and love...that fine line.
sometimes you get burned. but i'm the number one fire sign and i'm drawn to fire. so i play with it..i'm getting used to it. i swam the pisces water...lol. drifting on a memory....yeah yeah.
washed out! but all things drift back a shore. wading. you find this offensive..oh well, you'll get over it! as i'm sure you love u the same. life is dukka(suffering) but we must pick up all pieces and keep it moving. elevation. liberation = freedom.

i'd like to thank all those before and after for taking me through valuable lessons. i've laughed, cried, kicked and screamed. but i've learned through it all who i am. thank you for that. you served your purpose in my series of events. forever or a season...right?

i've learned. learned to love ME. first and ask questions later. if
well seasons change.....and we're about to enter fall. thank you summer. u gave me clarity.
growth.

centered. i'm awakened by the sweet memories of what the future holds.

to you: u. yeah u.....what can i say....i love u more each day...each time you open your mouth to speak..you provide a certain old wisdom. u give me understanding and truth. we've been there before....and i wouldn't have to think twice if there were EVER another chance.....* by chance could we......lol. ok i tried. i know that you wish to be in other places...and that is respected. u are all i ever needed in a sol being. be you. don't compromise that for nothing. clear your space of unwanted idoltry...it only slows u down. this move was meant and needed. <--- by now u should know that i'm talking u. lol godis. the ori ginal

....to the deciever. thank you too. i see past the green eyes to the truth. your soul cries out and it speaks years of wanting to break....free. we all find ourselves here at some point. next time try the direct approach for those who are direct with you. these are the ones you want to keep closest. throw away the pimp card it only makes your purse heavy. lol beneath it all i admire many qualities you possess. empress....at work.

lessons in life. respect them all..learn from each.

dammit i am a serial writer...but never biter.
back on my stroll........................................oooooohhhh i need some NEW shoes bitches....

peace!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

stay true to self, even if you have to read this post every day for the rest of your life..

m.e.

Anonymous said...

(tear in eye) You express your feelings so well. You are an inspiration. Remember, we are ALL on a path. Your poison can be medicine. Even if you doubt, you always know. Don't hide for too long.

P.S. Bubble Tea to isn't for everyone...lol