Monday, January 27, 2003

It's early and im up..unable to sleep anymore.
Guess im already for work this mornng. Not sure
why im up.
The weekend was kind of nice. A little prosporus(sp).
Not sure if eye feel like staying all day today but I'm going to
have too. Just that simple. Eye volunteered...lol!
From now on im going to bed early.

Monday, January 20, 2003

It's been a long time coming...........
man eye havent visited my journal in days...Been mad busy...Got a few things accomplished...Thats always a plus.....
In my weariness eye noticed that eye have been neglecting my need to be. Eye thought that confusion kept me from doing what eye wanted to do....But confusion didn't do that...eye did! Eye havent been true to my dreams and passions. Im tired of feeling empty.
Music.........lalalalalalalalalalalalala.........Music
Feeling like singing.

Friday, January 10, 2003


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Monday, January 06, 2003

::Mental Note to Self::

Go to bed early tonight....Eye stayed up late last night trying to be productive. Sometimes you have to know when enough is enough! I'm sleepy dan a muhfocker....And on top of that im hungry as heck too....Can a sista get a sandwich? who got one?

For some reason im replaying "Hot Pearl C by N'dambi"..
Im ready to go home eye dont feel like being here today...Im tired and grouchy....And eye keep smelling the foul stinch of bacon.....ewww damn cannibals..lol!
Eye want some more of those mashed potatoes from Popeye's........Anybody feel like taking my place today at work?

Wednesday, January 01, 2003

Thought at Work @ 5:42am(are u awake yet?)

Strength
Knowledge
Wisdom
Over-standing
Self Motivation
Moderation
Patience
Balance


Knowledge:
My soul asks for assistance with these things...the ability to master....eye spent my hour in prayer for things of positivity to come...and spent my time giving thanks for the many blessings that eye have/had.....Looking back over this past 2002...Eye will say that eye DID indeed accomplish many things.....UNconsciously.....For that eye am so very grateful..many of you's don't know the half.....im doing the math..See many of my past times were spent nickel and dime-in it at the local club house...many were spent just being lazy as shyt...non motivated..goal-less..no aim in life....day to day dreamer with no get up and go in realiity.....Till one day my souled met another soul that moved mine....sparked my dreams..made me want to turn them into realities..hint* so face it u are part of me, eye am part of the*......GIVE THANKS!

Wisdom:
As eye really took a look back eye thought about New Years Eve 99 eye spent doing this show with my old group(*Black-n-Myld*)...It was very succesfull....Then eye think back to that next year 2000 eye spent it going out with my friend Lady Dread(Tasha)...We went out to some party and turned the byo***! out....YEAH WE did....only later on that night we were caught in the lil ice storm...car got stuck on the street..leaving us to have to walk to the nearest person's house...only for ME to slip down the hill hitting my head on the concrete losing all sense of consciousness for 2 minutes...Needless to say the rest of that year eye spent partying myself and being the life of the party till eye was bored...There is more to life than this.....That brings me to New Years 2001 going into 2002..eye spent at home....quiet....peacefull..priceless...Yep u guessed it...spent most of 2002 that exact way..What eye have learned is this....Eye found truth in the old saying "how u spend your eve is how u spend the rest of the year"....uhhh huh! This Eve eye did it a lil different but my way....

Cleaning of the body(yep my stankin azz)
herbal(them green treez)
candles
inscence
Readings from Proverbs
Itations from JAH Rastafari
meditation and prayer...eye also gave thanks and chanted my ancestors..including my grandad himself.....ASHE!!!

Understanding:
Life has been good to me no matter what hand was dealt....eye learned from the past as well as the future...for that eye am forever humble-thankful...Im working to become a better individual...2003 will be about change,progression and strength....eye want to take all the positive aspects of each of these past years and put them all together to make 2003 one of non stop work...eye am taking my motivation from 99, my networking, non-shy approach to life and honesty from 2000 and my peacefulness,loving and understanding qualities from 2001.from 2002 im taking my ability to love unselfishly,patience and observant ways..Im using all these things and applying them to my life now..in order....Ordering my steps.... For all-eye am thankful..learned so many lessons..and eye look forward to many more...Balanced New Year to all....and to all a good night....hehe*

oh yeah maybe hip hop will take a more original course this year...eye prayed for that too....One Love.
"*dey SHOOT IN! aaah made you look,u a slave to a page of my rhyme book"

Balance



::Almost sunrise::