Friday, October 31, 2003

feast of samhain:halloween-it's origin and symbols

During the 4th Century A.D., Roman Emperor, Constantine The Great (Reign 324-327 AD) declared Christianity as lawful. The spread of Christianity was slow due to pagan beliefs—rituals and practices of the masses. The heads of the church embarked on a mission to stamp out other pagan religions. The Celts religious beliefs were too much for the Christians, so they compromised by giving the Celts’ rituals and holidays new meanings and names. The Christian’s All Saints Day was originally celebrated on May 1. This day honored early Christian martyrs. Another name for All Saints Day allowed for the idolatrous Celtics (now Christians) to still celebrate on the Feast of Samhain (lord of the dead)! Now on October 31st this became “ALL HALLOWS EVE” which was later shortened to HALLOWEEN.

WITCHES are the most popular symbol of Halloween. She is depicted as an old woman, walking bent over with a black hat and a long cloak. She is usually seated upon a broom stick and has her favorite companion at her side, the black cat.
That, however, is merely an imaginary picture of the witch, for as you will see, witches can be your next door neighbor, the friendly bus driver, or your sophisticated banker.


WITCHCRAFT THE OLD RELIGION
“Witchcraft,” the “old religion” is as old as mankind. The word witch is derived from the Anglo-Saxon word “wit” which means wise. Witchcraft consists of the use of sorcery, spells and magic. The craft stems from Ancient Pagan religions that worshipped the elements of nature.


OWLS were considered to be creatures of evil by the ancient Romans. It was believed that witches were able to transform themselves into Owls. An Owls erie shrieks on a lonely night would send any traveler swiftly on his journey.
The Spanish word for owl “Bruja” also means witch. Like bats, owls are nocturnal and their eyes are objects of fear, mystery and legend.



JACK-O-LANTERN
Centuries ago, these lights were attributed to Lantern Men, often called Hob-O-Lantern, Jack-O-Lantern, Will-O-Wisp or Will. Many superstitions were made because of a lack of overstanding of the causes of the light. It was believed to be souls of the sinner who were condemned to walk the Earth until the end of time.
One such legend came from an old Irish story about a man named Stringy Jack who liked to play tricks on the evil one. He tricked the evil one into promising not to claim his soul. When Jack appeared at the gates of (so-called, unproven) hell, they turned him away.

As Scotish and Irish people migrated to America they discovered the pumpkin which they found to be an excellent substitute for their customary turnip. The pumpkins became the perfect Jack-O-Lantern and has been used ever since.

Source::Halloween, The Evil One’s Sabbath



Tuesday, October 28, 2003

news flash*****

ARMY using hip-hop to recruit"
eastern campuses over the next week, and generate thousands of leads to help meet its goal of about 100,000 recruits a year.

About a dozen guys with baggy pants and smooth strides signed on to compete in the rap contest at College Park and dozens more signed up for the magazine. But when it came to the idea of joining the Army, most of the students said thanks, but no thanks.

Asked why he signed up for information about service in the Army, Wayne Paik, a 19-year-old electrical engineering major explained, "I did it for the magazine."

Army recruiters weren't discouraged by the lukewarm response.

The fact that the Army was there at all marks an important change in the way it markets itself,
said Col. Thomas Nickerson, the Army's director of strategic outreach.

"We're trying to reach quality men and women, and we cannot do the same thing we've been doing for years," Nickerson said. "We've got to be innovative in our approach. We have to be relevant to segments of the market we want to reach."

Nickerson said the Army is already doing well attracting minorities. About 26.8 of those serving
are African-American (11.9 percent are officers) and 8.9 percent are Hispanic (4.3 percent are
officers.). But the service faces constant competition for recruits, he noted.

Some campuses have resisted military recruiters, even as their students face a tough job market. If potential recruits have been put off by the simmering conflict in Iraq, the lousy economy was
more than making up for that, Nickerson said.

Just how successful the recruiting effort at College Park was won't be known for some time, after a target of 2,500 leads are gathered and some are "converted" into recruits, Nickerson said.

There was no hard sell from the Army yesterday. The recruiters, dressed in their civvies and The
Source, brought a collection of young black men and women dressed in Army jerseys to collect the names.

If some of the students weren't thrilled about the possibility of military service, they were impressed by the Army's effort to be relevant.

"I like the idea of the Army seeking a variety of people. They're blending cultures," Paik said.

That was the idea three years ago when the Army dumped its long-running "Be All You Can Be" slogan in favor of "Army of One," a modern tag line created by the Chicago advertising giant Leo Burnett under a multiyear $150 million marketing contract.

The Army doesn't want to give the impression that it's loosening the discipline or encouraging dissent. Rather, it's promoting the idea that each person plays a vital role in the success if the team, Nickerson said.

As part of that effort, Burnett subcontracted with an African-American-focused public relations firm, New York-based Vital Marketing Group, to target minorities. Vital signed a partnership with The Source.

After the Campus Combat contests, other direct mail and online-oriented marketing will be developed at a cost to the Army of about $800,000.

Other partnerships will take the Army into new territory, including NASCAR.

If the Maryland students were sure they would not join the ranks, they were happy to have a free magazine or Army sweat band or T-shirt. Others came to hear their friends freestyle on stage. One winner from each school will be written about in the magazine and receive an outfit from Azzure clothing company.

A Source promoter said about 30 students participated in the contest on the Campus Combat's first stop at the University of Pittsburgh and another 250 signed up for Army information (and the magazine). He expected about the same numbers form Maryland.

The magazine ran radio ads and handed out fliers for about two days before the College Park events, which also included evening concerts.

"We're looking for the next Biggie Smalls, and the Army is looking to increase its popularity among people of ethnicity," said Ousmane Sam, the mobile promotional director and the event's host. "I think we'll both reap the benefits here."

The Army plans to send information and have a recruiter call after the event to tell the students
about the "skills training" and "travel and adventure" as well as the $50,000 available for educational purposes and $65,000 to pay back student loans.

Recruits can sign up for as little as 15 months.

Companies trying a new ad technique typically start in a few markets and then expand if sales are good, said John McLaughlin, a Baltimore-based marketing consultant. In the Army's case, the new markets will be other college campuses.

But will it work?

"No matter what you're selling, you don't talk the corporate bit, you have to make them feel there is real rapport," he said. "They seem like they have a sound approach. We'll see how many conversions they get from their leads."

Not everyone believes the Army should be successful.

Rep. Charles B. Rangel, a New York Democrat, introduced legislation in January to reinstate the draft largely because he believes the poor and minorities are represented in the military at rates above their numbers in the general population.

In a statement, Rangel said one of his objectives is "to make it clear that, if there is a war, there should be a more equitable representation of all classes of Americans making the sacrifice for this great country."



Copyright (c) 2003, The Baltimore Sun

Monday, October 27, 2003

highroscope

Your Horoscope for October 27, 2003
ARIES


No matter how active and outgoing an Aries you may happen to be, this is the ideal time of year to direct your energy inward and try a bit of introspection and self-analysis. If you meditate on your problems as the week begins, they are less likely to be problems as the week wears on. Think before you act and your efforts will be more productive.

Sunday, October 26, 2003

::..reflection eyeternal..:: rotation-speed up

it's been quite some time since i've been home and i must say i am truly missing those green trees, red dirt, brothas in Cadillac's and green grass....these are some of the things i see that remind me of home.

on another note you must be careful of what you ask for and put out into the universe. because it will be fulfilled. as of lately i had been complaining about my job-the schedule and what not. random complaints mainly because i want change to take place. taking a job for less pay- crazy work hours does take it's toll on you. i tend to feel that i have less time to spend on my own projects. i've been motivated to doing things and change but it's a slow process which forever humbles me. now i do realize that i could be in a far worse situation. but it doesn't stop me from feeling these things. i give thanks for the now.

pardon i as i jump in and out of thoughts...............
next

i think back to how i was raised to be this independent woman-one that can do a lot of things on her own. but part of me lately has been wishing i wasn't so independent and that someone could or would take care of me. this has also been a pattern in past relationships. a pattern well worth breaking. because it is nice to have that same dependancy from your sig other. i can remember since the age of 10 i began taking care of myself in certain areas. i am that oldest child- so i carried much weight for many years...taking care of my brother and sister. my mom made sure that i knew how to cook, iron, change diapers, clean and a host of other shit. and i am so grateful for that! on the flip shit got a lil twisted when those same ideals were not instilled in my brother and sister in the same manner. i can recall feeling so helpless and boggled down with chores and shit and my siblings would be playing and chillin...lol.
i was mad jealous that they got to just be........no matter though we remained close even though i'd beat my brothers ass almost everyday...lol. but it brings me to present day-yo i remember when my brother first went off to college. that fool called home to ask ma how the fuck to register for classes....lol. i was thinking you lame jerk-u cant even register on your own....DeepENDANT!

im trying to figure what went wrong in my fam to where it has my mom so sick-hospitalized even as i write this....not that strong woman who raised me to reach for whatever dreams i had. it makes me especially sad to see her so tired...tired to move and reach for something other than nothing at all...sometimes i think if i were home then shit wouldn't be this bad....my brother's not helping the situation when he doesn't really aspire to do shit himself...and my mom sees that and im sure she thinks.... "where did i go wrong".....but would i be balanced by being home tending to my family's issues when i have my own? im confused at the thought really. but i do understand what balance is. and there have been times when i wasn't so balanced when it came to dealing with fam. fam has a way of influencing me from me. but this isn't about me- i be-lieve that life has nothing to do with me personally....it's moreso about how i influence and help others. this is how im judged in the EYE of the Creator....humbling thyself to an idea of serving and doing God's work. thus removing the focus from me. i am only a vessel through which the flow of God runs through. wishing well.

what i've devised is a plan to stay on my mom- helping her reach mental and physical clarity-in any way i can. i will call and just stay on her ass..thats what a daughter should do i believe..stay on my sister's ass and my brother. well i've got to really talk to my brother because he's a grown ass man..time to start behaving as one. we are all each other has and if we dont respect and love that it dies....sooner than expected.

still reflecting and praying for my family...all guidance and prayers are needed.
Power's in numbers

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

don't need no hateration (c) mary j. blige

when a given norm is changed
in the face of the unchanging, the
remaining contradictions will
parallel the truth ' - Saul Williams

whats with all the ursula rucker hate? i've got to cop this cd to see what all the hate is about.....




esoteric shit....

cool shit...my music tastes seem to vary....not so much as new but cool tunes and what not..check fa me!

just figured i'd share



nitin sawhney

Saturday, October 18, 2003

ugggh what?

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sorry bout the spit factor....lol. my headset was alil too close to the mic....hey ya!

::master your own bation:: this means you!

casually and calmly is the mental for the day.

while on my way to work this morning totally engaged by the sounds of Ice Cold-Andre 3000's Vibrate...i got to thinking about the symbolism in this song...which can be taken in many different forms....One could be the sexual undertone...the other could be the need to make change.....well for me.....my sexual energy was challenged. kind of sucks it happended on the way to work...how weird is that? just the thought of playing with my own score sheet has been a taboo type thang.....that i'd never put much energy into until i got older. just the thought of masterbation made me uneasy at a young age....i was never really taught about masterbation and people's need for it. sexual liberation is what i've lack for some time....not saying that i am not a sexual being- i think i made my transition a little later than most young ladies. nevertheless i've made do......

why is the topic of sex so taboo amoung americans...especially black americans. we tend to shy away from actually teaching our kids about sex..but yet we sell it like it's the greatest thing around. i've often wondered why my mother taught me about sex but didn't really spend much time talking about masterbation.....i tend to believe i would've been more of a free spirit if i'd explored my sexual side much earlier....not necessarily having sex but just talking to different people and sharing my experiences....not to mention being molested at the age of 9 really didnt help too much.....and it wasn't until i was 18 that i actually acknowledged that i'd been molested. that was one of the most hardest things to digest. i was left confused about my sexuality. i wasn't sure that i should share it...then there's the stay a virgin till marriage thing....well that was my philosophy for majority of my life until the summer of 97. that's when i met a certain woman...an older woman at that!

need i say more on that subject...well just a little..she opened doors inside of me that i didnt know were there. i was intrigued...never b4 had i thought about another woman but oh well shit happens...that was my thinking then and still is....so skip hop to years later-a couple of same sex relationships later....after all of my confusion about who i was...i can finally say that i have opened to the idea of masterbation, porn and some other things as well outside of sex. oh and i will say that i'm a porn enthusist...har har ha!!! yes indeed i got that jake steed if that's what you need.....lol

on a serious note im open at this point to what life brings me. whether it's masterbation, same sex relations or whatever im better equipped at handling these situations...why yes there are things that i haven't explored....maybe i will maybe i won't but im open too....so we shall see what's in place for I.

how in the hell did i get to this place.....damn i started out talking bout masterbation ...now i den left the can open....lol uggh yeah and please refrain from asking me questions about me being with men...because i love the brothas....mos def got dammit!! like i said im open. so it is what it has been and what it will be. until Maxwell or Andre or Julian Marley calls me back i don't know what to do.......hehe

i got a secret.....Im sorta attracted to that dude Avant....he's kinda sexy or sumthyn huh?
or is it jus me....

i need a lift.....peace

Friday, October 17, 2003

ignorant rantings reward of the day goes too:

a brother who calls himself ALLAH...need i say more..this is only to provide an example of the ignorance displayed on okayplayer.com:

stupid shit of the day

if you didn't know before I tend to run those individuals out of boards and chats that come in with that bullshit talk.....talk talk talk....all we do is talk about how this is wrong or stupid but provide NO insight as to what is supposedly right! I am appauled that this brother is calling himself Allah...the only thing the post wanted was some form of reasoning so that they too can understand what he says he does..Where's Sincere at when ya need him.....talk to me man!

Thursday, October 16, 2003

therapy....the experience

I'm a little late when it comes to pampering myself. I mean I never really considered getting pampered in any way. well I like when it's time for me to twist my locs a little bit. which is a task that I like to have someone do for me. mainly because it feels great. not sure if the other person gets as much enjoyment as I do...lol! but just know it is appreciated and loved. outside of getting my hair twisted-which isn't too often, I haven't experienced getting my nails did, or hair did on a regular, toes nutting like that.......not until yesterday..........

I actually stepped out on a limb and I got a massage. like a real live massage-not the in thebedroomrightbeforeyougetsomeass massage...lol one of my friends in Dallas is a massage therapist. luckily she had an open spot-she invited me for a free massage!!!

the actual experience was cool....yes I mean it was cool-no cold as old grits that's been sitting on the stove all day..I was freezing my lil 5'2 body off.....outside of that-it was probably one of the best things to happen to me in a while. she's really great because she also offers herbal remedies and advice. A little something extra that I certainly appreciate. she did show concearn for the left side of my body-my neck and shoulders. nevertheless, I have a lot of stones in that area-stress buildup im assuming. but I did promise to take better care of my body and mind. which is a promise that I made too myself as well.
got to start eating better as well....but anyways I'm going to make this a regular 2 week thing...so if your in the Dallas area and you need to get the massage thing on......holla at me to get at her and she'll hook ya right on up

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

giving thanks-modified version 2

in the spirit of yesterday's post about the blog cummiunity i received some dope responses.
one of which struck a chord with me.....see this is why you are down with me...and sometimes you tend to complete my thoughts. or call me out on the things i've missed. good ole Mali E./Tren/Bosslady

just like everything else in life there are the positive and negative aspects of the www. it's perfectly okay when people are using the "web" as a tool for learning, growth, networking, building, etc., however it's not okay to become overly consumed in it or maybe i should say tangled in it . Life calls for balance and just as we can come together and build communities on line we should be able to do the same offline. We should be able to reflect whatever lives inside of us that is revealed "online" "offline". I big up the truth and so often truth get's twisted in lies.. Respect to those who are real in cyberworld and the real world as well..

which me brings me to think of what weighs most. balance. being able to balance in both worlds. i tend to not find this commonality in board posts or posters. you know boards where people can post comments regarding certain topics. what comes to mind is okayplayer.com. really cool site i must say and it is imformative, but most of the information has been overshawdowed by brainless posts about this or that. i myself have posted many times on that board...but the random posts about who's elite and who's not, why this artist isn't what or who they say they are......basically it's just plain tiresome. i used to visit OK back in the day before it was taken over and i could go there meet cool people-build relationships and exchange. not anymore-well not unless you happen to run into someone thats independant of all the bullshit. im sadden by the behaviors people tend to put out in cyberspace.....you have the cyber elite, cyber thugs, cyber bitches and hoes, internet chat geeks, backpackers, overall haters,johnny come lately fans....by the way these are labels that these people have placed on themselves...lol i've seen it....

ok my concentration has been ruined/cutoff by havinng to train someone today......so i will contiue this on tomorrow
blah

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

giving thanks

what moves me:
seeing black people actually using the web to converse, share ideas, thoughts, NETworking and building relationships. there was a time when i only saw the net for being just that a NET. WORLD WIDE WEB....just tangling fools up in all types of bullshit. but there is a higher standard circulating and becoming very popular. that is BLOGGING!

blogging amoung black people has become very popular and insightful. Wow! we have a lot to say and this is one the best platforms there is to express oneself. i have travelled all around this web, not until about a year ago i started noticing this trend. journal-web blogging....diary writing whatever you label it as...i see the good in it. i see the visions that people have. i get to find out who people really are beneath all the labels and preconcieved notions.

over the past year i have engaged in many conversations via blogs. some of the most enlightening and entertaining i must say. there are some blogs that i tend to visit on a regular basis depending on the connection i may feel for the s o u l behind the words. it is amazing how fast this thing has spread. very uplifting to know that i'm not the only person out there with certain feelings as it applies to different topics. i do believe that this is moreso about sharing and building relationships within our community.

and i may have started to rant and rave on and on...but so what these are my thoughts and this is my journal....lol

uh huh i see you...as i admire
know that it is out of respect
for you and what you stand for
seen

give thanks

Monday, October 13, 2003

catching hell

..ok im about to pull out my hair because i'm only trying to change my frikking background to WHITE....
dammit can't a sis just change things around if she please......

insight
insight
please

Sunday, October 12, 2003

did she really say fuck it?

did ms. hill really say fuck it or are "we" the fans just holding limitations and expectations over her head, just as we've down to countless others.



could lauryn's need for change or attaining a certain spiritual growth become grounds for saying "she's lost it" or "she's a has been in the business." one thing for sure is after reading Toure's article on Lauryn Hill I can honestly say that I gained no more insight on her than I already had. I'm really appauled at the way this article was contrived. No real basis to go on, only speculation from past friends and associates. Not one real interview with Lauryn. Then it goes on to even more speculation about her relationship with Rohan Marley and Wyclef Jean.

i've veiwed many different sites and i've seen many different emotions displayed regarding the interview. how one could actually call that article a "great read" beats me. I guess if you only invest in reading Sister 2 Sister or any tabloid yeah I can see why you thought that was the bomb. I do believe all the hoopla is moreso about the writer than the actual factuals that's been expressed. I admire Toure and his writing style, which is why i'm concearned about this half written piece. In this case i totally understand Lauryns sentiments when she said "I am not available for free interviews at this time," "The only interviews I will consider are those that amply compensate me for my time, energy and story." It was signed "Ms. Hill." She asks for money, friends say, because she feels she's been exploited by the media and the record industry. DUH! you think she hasn't been exploited....if you don't then this interview is prime example of explotation at it's best.

i'm not sure what the future holds for ms. hill, but i'm sure that she has taken full steps in regaining control of her life. as for fans and writers we do tend to think "we know" the artists inside and out..most of us are guilty of this- i am, you are, they are, he is and so is she. mindfull of others is the key-also would you like someone speculating and criticizing you? check your actions-i'm checking mine.

last thing- what did bother me was the frequent association she has to a "Brother Anthony," this bothers me for some reason. Reminds me of that guy that always followed Black around in the movie CB4. talking about he was his spiritual advisor...lol! but in essence he's the spiritual pimp...pimping the shit out dude's pockets and resources. ok im done with that!

Friday, October 10, 2003

bitch syndrome.....

xcuse me i know your trying to find your way but
who put the thorns up your ass????

who the hell left the gate open

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

get rich or die trying!!!

dammit i may not be a bonafide 50cent(fiddysint) fan but i understand and have adopted his motto. not that i'm driven by money or it's tendency to make people turn into evil beings. but i'm driven by the have nots, the not having, the broke check to check-week to week living. i would like to invest more into my own self starting ideas and create my own wealth where i'm not bound to anything. making moves is another way of putting it. how many of you out there hear a sista when she speaks....im serious anybody else tired of living broke? i know that i am.

i received a blessing in the form of a friend that introduced me to a new idea. i'm a skeptic let me say this first. so i question EVERYTHING! i even ask God questions. it's ok you should too. but the point is this friend enlightened toan money making idea...ummhmm i know what you thinking already. making money services, online cash ops-that shit ain't real! well i will say this the last time i saw this friend we were both in need of cash. Now let's just say i'm the only one needing...lol! but that is about to change.......ever wanted to break the rules and make your own?

why not write your own checks as oprah says....or become "Economically Sovereign" which is a self governing individual who is financially self sufficient and not indebted or controlled in any way by an outside source i.e.(credit cards, interest, loans, etc..)

i am learning so many different things each day it a beautiful thing i must say. for those wanting a change-seriously. and you are motivated in your thinking-drop me a line and i will share the knowledge to increase the wealth in the black community. believe that!!! let's make this money folk!....lol

cop this read too--- worth it

Friday, October 03, 2003

lookie lou's and all that

continuing in the spirit of evolutionsol blog:

endaikeio.com is in need of site designers.
if you know someone or you are that someone....
let folk hear you! spread the word to your friends, moma's friends and then some others too.

A DOPE A$$ED WEB/GRAPHIC DESIGNER
with reasonable prices to:

-Update the look of endaikeio.com
-Design a taylor made blog for Mali E.