did u know? and other stuff

who knew? did you know? i knew......
unfortunately i haven't heard.....but as always i keep my ears to the ground
listening and waiting for sounds.....or the sound.
fertile ground. is back with another studio album....Black Is...

i've alreadu heard great things about this release as it came out on Aug. 24th.
hopefully all of the lucky people who got the chance to see them perform
gave rave reviews....i've got to get out of dallas...as i miss all the cool shit!

for those wanting to find out where to purchase.....
dusty always has it going down....but of course stop by black out.

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in other things, rants, raves and questions....
i know i'm not the only one who was wondering what the hell happened to
lauryn hill's appearence at the vma's....lol yeah after waiting around..hoping to see
my sista in musicdom....to no avail. they played the shit outta me! lol who else is mad?

ummm kanye...lol
dude...pull ya own dick out cha mouth son. your not that great of a rapper...
your ok with the production...he's feeling himself too hard man....it's almost scary how much.

nobody wants to see ll cool j rap anymore man...jeez dude you've had your run.
let the youngins take it man....stop licking your lips..it's not hot!

i wanted more DAVE CHAPELLE but i understand the circumstances...so i support dave on his
decision.

other than that.....i'm hating on the shole shit just because i wasn't in MIAMI! ....dammit.
lol

work in progress..please don't HATE!!

ooooh..i apologize for that last display...that
horrendous background image i used before...blinded the shit out each of you....

i'm figuring out some things with this photoshop cs...watch out bitches...i'll start doing my own site nshyt...
u wouldn't wanna.......


nevertheless, i'm testing things out...seeing what works and what doesn't.
i still am unable to figure out what the hell happened with my links....

i've got to get these ads removed as well...

this is a work in progress....

back to my photoshop tutorials....

the misconception of perception - what is and what was.....

"don't judge a book by it's cover" is the old saying."is every nigga with dreads
for the cause, is every nigga wit gold for the fall", "naw so don't get caught
up in appearence"

these are words of truth and wisdom... not saying they arefrom a profound intellect. for some reason (we) are under the impression that all wise thoughts and words have to come from a certified PhD. intellect. no not true. truth comes from and out ofexperience. with that I am a master teacher of hard times and misconceptions...as many of you are. i may dress a particular way. with my ass hangin out, breast showing andwith the over greased legs...but does that imply that i am not of the knowing ofwho i really am? just because i wear my pants a little saggy, sneakers everydayaccompanied by a tee....does that make me the poster stereotypical butch bitch?if i decided to loc my hair, wear dashiki's, sport an anhk whether in hand or around my neckdoes that make me the boho champion rasta dread???

humans are caught up! trapped even in a particular method of thinking.we are stereotypical people who feel the need to generalize in order to understand....but why not question? if knowledge is gained throughwisdom and understanding wouldn't questioning be a part of that process?we tend to label things without properly knowingwhat they are...inquire about them first. we've created misconceptions and we areaccepting of them. in fact for some they are life's mantras.

yeah, i know you know at least one person i'm speaking about....umm hmm him/hernext time tell that ass to shut up unless they are with the knowing that not all things are alike. we are all born individual and original...most answers comefrom within. stop to think. stop to listen. stop. look. listen. misconception of people are used daily as means of attack. protect your own from this deadly force. force yourself to understand what, where and why thisperson is who/what they are. unlearn what has been taught to you....or passed downand passed off as tradition.

::loneliness:: a matter of perception

"those who fear loniless and silence scare me"

silence is needed and it's golden
it's only natural to feel lonely. but it's just that. a feeling. being led by an emotion. the question to ask is.....are you able to separate the two?(emotions from feelings) do you know and understand what is fantasy and what is reality?have you only succomb to being a victim trapped in your own mental hell? it is my belief that most are trapped between these two realms...straddling the fence even

have you had your daily dose of realism today? or is everything in yourlife seen through rose colored glasses? look around you. realize what is.and what your part in the big sceme of things to come. acceptance. no, one's own. not acceptance from below.being comfortable with oneself is almost the absolute keys to lovingthe skin your in.

deliverance through released energies..spiritual, mental, sexual...sometimes help, but often provide hazed illusions(also known as fanatasies) of what thingsare to be. when one hasn't become [whole].

whole. inner outer upper lower. 360. four corners. ma'at. nirvana. completion. who reaches completion. those who are finished.

ascension. someday you'll meet [her].

some crunk bullshit.

and the god's said: spread forth your wings towards higher. send forth to those not.
i accepted and i proceeded to rock.
verses full non rehearsed or rehashed like on & on badu.
huh, what! yeah i used her name too.
the difference in i, yo i only spit truth.
from the top of my dome to beneath my feet
walking in rhythm. inticed by southern drums
always on beat. gold teeth and cadillacs
sit ins and fat sacks, from texas to south cacalac


ok..lol this is funny. this is my rendition of that crunk shit! lol...yeah right!
i was bored so i decided to write empty lyrics on this blog.
i rarely use this thing...I hate it!. i don't like the layout. can't get it to work right!
i am over this............................................

ummm LIL BOOSIE....
"i smoke, i drank
i'm supposed to stop but i can't
i'm a dog
i love hoes, i'm addicted to money cars and clothes"

for some reason i LOVE this song...it's the beat. gotta be the beat...GOT DAMMIT Louisiana got that FYAH....shiat up mali....lol i dont need ya lil new orleans cosignature...lol *

i'm working on getting my site together..thanks. in due time....
YO afeni holla at me.
uh huh i see u.......................