In Defense of R. Kelly...wtf..(fcuk r. kelly!!!!)

skimming through bulletins....i found something of interest and disgust:

Date: May 14, 2005 10:21 PM

Ok Chicagoan here it is I am gonna say how I feel about R. Kelly's "Trapped in the Closet". For you non-Chicagoans who's not familiar with the song R. Kelly has done a five part series. He has only released two. I love R. Kelly I have never his that fact I love everything he do. Even if you guys don't admit it R. Kelly repped chicago harder than da brat,donell jones or any other artist that came out platnium. So very short time ago he was our king of sexual song and he was becoming bigger than any male artist off the charts. Before Usher came with confession before Mario even thought about getting his head braided there was Kel's and yeha he makes mistake like ALLL Humans do but who are we to judge him. No one no one at all we all have faults and down falls that makes us who we are we just don't have media hypin it up like they do. Now let's get to this Trapped in the closet people chill out !!! There are five series to the song we are just on number two. Who knows who that man is at the door, hey he may not be the preachers lover at all. we might find out that he the deacon at the church or he might be the security that was downstairs at the door or maybe the preachers bestfriend who was in the car and kel's was mistaken. WHO KNOWS don't jump to the conclusions just yet have faith in kel's he's a freaking genius and I love it . They played the song only once and had pastors and people getting ready to protest lol Already. Damn the song isn't even at the half way point and people our saying it un-moral and should be banned. KEL'S I GOT YOUR BACK KEEP DOING YOUR THING! Who are we to stop his creativity. Leaves my mans alone lol tell me what you think if you don't have the song download it off limewire.com or something p.e.a.c.e

***not putting anyone on blast...i just felt compelled to add my $5.......


ok. this is bullshit on many levels to me.
1. this isn't about judging it was CLEAR that kelly was fuckin young broads....by all means THAT IS UNACCEPTABLE. unacceptable for a grown man..i don't care how much a child throws ass at you....you have power of CHOICE. use it bitch!
2. for people to wipe the shit under rug in the name of...fuckin music is ignorant and inappropiate. "oh but he make hot shit" fuck him and his music!!!

the message to me says: why it's ok to fuck young girls if your a man of means with plenty of $$ to throw around....but hey, you can't be black and someone THINKS you fuck little boys...why your going down. (mj) well maybe if mike was a catholic priest why then it's justified.....ha! fucking hypocrites....

i think this society has gotten away from what's really real...and we are led by bullshit...and that's our defense. there are strong signals and messages here..most i find are in support of men. forget the livlihood of young women who are put in these situations....why they are considered whores, skanks, bitches..rats or whatever demeening name you can think of....women have been molested, been victims of rape for centuries....and now...we cry out in the name of poor boys across the country. don't get me wrong to touch any child is wrong. i' haven't seen many stops in the name of...she.

i'm sorry i can't and won't support r. kelly ever again until.....there's some sort of verbal apology issued or at least acknowledge what he's done....he has yet to do that.
so he can live in a damn closet for all i care.....lol ...all these attempts at clearing himself only makes him out to be the biggest hypocrite on earth. jesus walks huh....walked right into that room & fucked the shit out that child. how would you feel if that child was yours? answer that honestly...and then tell me how quickly you'd run to virgin mega to cop a new kelly album....FOOLS!

niggas will FALL for anything. and if we allow it...it'll KEEP happening. we've given permisson to rape/molest our kids. which is fine, it only means our daughter will be more fucked up than the last generation...so keep on fuckin em kells......

now have a nice evening and sleep on that!

Has religion helped you lately????

"what would jesus do"

to tell you the truth i have no fcuking idea. never met the man...i've heard the wonderful testiments of those faithful believers..i've listened to the know it all pastors of the world..i've even studied, read the bible..back to front...but never have i met the man.

as a young child i would get up each sunday morning rushing to get ready for sunday school....i'd throw tantrums because i just didn't overstand the purpose of church. what i did overstand was if i didn't attend there'd be no privileges the coming week. i knew that if i didn't get my ass up & out on time there was no phone or nothing...so what do you think happened? i got that ass up & out...lol. the problem i see with this is...i was never told the importance of why i was there to begin with...it was always understood that on sundays this is what niggas do. the go to church pray to that false white replica jesus that's featured on your church walls.
personally, i'd sit through service honing my writing skills and eating mad pieces of grandma's candy! that was ideal for me. i never could follow what my pastor was talking on. went in one ear out the other. the longer i sat in church i'd lose more of my attention that was to be on the sermon..i'd focus on other things...mentally. wasn't until i became a member of the choir did i respect or know what church was about. i still didn't overstand why we were there...it was solely about the....what?? music. music is my life no matter the genre. god speaks to me through song.

at age 18...what i respectfully call my "rebel gal" stage...i rebelled, said fcuk church! i didn't see how it helped me to become a better person...besides all this time i'd attended this black christian southern baptist church...not once did this church teach me the important things...for instance..egypt was in africa. i knew nothing of the sort....once i found out...i was extremely pissed that no real teaching existed in my church. so i took matters into my own hands....started becoming inquisitive about life and religion..i would frequent the masjid and temples in search of.......self. i'd read taoist scriptures, bhagavad-gita and others also in search of..something. i'd always been told that i shouldn't seek out these other schools of thought. why so? i'd ask..do they know something the christian schools don't? if so, i want to know what those thoughts are..
for me, religion is a tool used to enslave and it's been proven. look at the mass numbers of black and brown folk who BELIEVE. believe in this mystical being that's going to come save them all....but the same BELIEVERS have bouts with trusting the likes of real deities that actually lived.... Ra,Amun,Amon,Petro, Rada,Amen, Imhotep, Anubis, Ma'at, Nepthys,Osiris,Isis,Ammut,Aker,Geb,Hathor,Khepri,Obatala,
Shango,Oggun,Elegu,yemaya,Olurun,Loa,Mut,Nut,Taurt,Seth.... i can go on & on....and i swear only a small portion of you probably won't follow this through....cause you simply, don't know. and weren't taught.

what our black churchs should do: is teach us at early ages who we are as people....our culture...where we come from..to overstand where we're going. as my unlce says "any person who accepts religion over their culture is a DAMN fool". i agree whole heartdly. how could we accept what we haven't seen over what is here as proof? i don't understand it....why yes, blame it on FAITH. faith is the substance......but faith is as shaky as a belief....all have room to hold doubt. but knowing is a different game entirely. once it's known, know one can take that away. i can't believe that in 2005 in our black churchs still hang those pictures of a white face-long haired jesus...with his 12 other white face friends...watching over the many who praise his mystical name.....you would think that would've changed by know.....once a slave..will always be..until those slaves realize that they were already free.....

this is not in hate of jesus or any religion. matter of fact i find truth in all things. but to those who deem themselves as followers of christ...need to overstand what it is they're following. research these bible stories....because that's just what they are...and the book is simply a book of some of the greatest poetry ever written. written by one of the most prolific writers in WESTERN history. & NO....inspired by....doesn't mean god inspired it......remember this country was founded on: IN GOD WE TRUST. those same words inscribed on those bills in your pocket, the same words you see on every government/federal building...put there by people who didn't believe as you. the same people who have made it part of the constitution to separate church & state. think about that for a minute.

religion. the worlds greatest marketing scheme EVER!

peace
Current mood: amused

Bottled up..

thing is...i sometimes don't know what it is i'm feeling. i feel too much at once. nothings ever enough....pile one feel on top another....which leads to the many conflictions with self that i tend to have....living life in a bottle...fighting to get to the opening at that top....leaves me tired and aimless....i don't wanna fight no more! that's what i'm thinking.....not necessarily the best solution....victimizing oneself internally should be a crime...punish me to the fullest degree...that way i know where this suffering comes from..

"life so cold there ain't no depth, i'm so free i'm trapped in me, i swear i'd go if i could leave" seems to replay in my head...dancing around various thoughts of negativity...waiting to penetrate the surface. one hurdle. two hurdle. jump jump...but don't fall off track....as i said..i feel too much at once. all i wanna do is feel one thing at a time...there aren't enough hours i day..for the amount of emotions i exposed ona regular. .leaving this sista as vunerable as a new born. open. unsure of which direction to take. i prefer the one that makes a difference. which way is up? so many questions not enough answers...which means..i don't know everything. nor do i claim to know...confusion is confusing.

finding the way through is even more challenging.