Monday, December 09, 2002

To attain certain levels of peace..One must be......
...Today eye have a toothache out of this world..Ouch! it hurts and eye want my mommy...Gotta get to the dentist really fast and soon...Anyways other than that eye really want to be at home right now...Eye have about 150 items that im trying to ship out while eye update my journal...lol!

The weekend was surprisingly weird...Hmmm...What's up with that? Had the chance to chill with my dad this weekend...He came down to Dallas to get my old truck..She had been giving a sister problems....But she's gone now and eye have another car...So the Creator blessed me with a new opportunity...My hands smell like herb after sticking my hands in my pocket-im afraid to wave my hands around for the fear of smelling like a huge blunt.....HAHAHA!

Ok im bout to close but whats on the mental is: Eye need to work on my communication skills...To communicate effectively is my objective for me....Eye have been listening a lot this weekend to thos voices and maping stuff out in my brain....But eye think im gonna use my pen and paper more often too....Gotta think business like. Organization-being on one accord long enuff to finish something..
Analyzation-to see what im working with and the how's,when,where and who's(thanks to mali im learning)
Commitment-self explanatory...or commitment to SELF.
Patience-practice makes better.

Please pardon the silence as im trying to figure out mentally my plans and goals..and where it,them,u and me fit.
PEACE

Results of some kooky quiz:


I am linus

Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz

Wednesday, December 04, 2002

Hotep.
You know for some strange reason eye want to hear "Regulators by Warren G.".....Eye think im having a gangsta bytch moment today....Last night was prgressive.washed my hair...Now it feels so fresh and so clean clean,Nah mean?
It's funny how change finds u and u become open to it...The process of letting go of all that previous bullshit that u have held inside for however long....To clense oneself-self evaluation-removal of all the weight-bagladies and men....Yes bredren yall have bags too...Baby mothers,Mothers,neglecting resp...etc...Eye think for me to see growth is a very rewarding thing.
I'm starting to release many of my setbacks to create that space eye visualized...Peace of Mind! Eye think everybody needs it,don't u?

Sunday, December 01, 2002

"Emotional Rollercoaster".....has anybody heard this lil joint right here...pretty vivid....The details...anyhoo but eye won't bore u with mine.
Eye got so much to do in lil time man...Eye got few things that im getting into these days..Getting the vendors license on friday...thats gonna be kool...So yes im bout to start selling shit!!!! Hustle Woman to a Corner near U. Also in other news thinking bout taking a Capoeira class here while im in Dallas....that would be mad fun....Don't u think-Eye need a way to clear my mind..and get those corners of my mind that eye had occupied BACK! Stimulate the left and right brain....."Wrap yo head wif dat material"......Good ole Erykah stylee....
These are pictures of me sitting in on a class.....hmmmm...These are untouched pictures..no cropping-or editing...
Kill Whitey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol!



There is a certain peace within the art....Livity if u will...Eye think eye need to learn patience again..Althought im still patient..it doesnt hurt to brush up on it again...To fully become humble.....my definition of humble is only defined by me....U can either dispute me or join...Which is it gonna be? Eye am waiting around but not for too long.........REMEMBER THAT!



Ashe!!!