expression and buble tea

that's just it!.....commenting on a comment made in regards to me
expressiong myself........without my pen.....sometimes my thoughts
leave my lips only to have knowone understand them. my verbalization skills
kill at times of need. i find myself at a loss for words when i really need them...

but i'm never without words when i have a pen in hand..or handy.
my pen makes my expression seem so easy and free. well i do free myself with words
but they have been my means of escape as well. i've hidden behind them
for a while. make me mad and i'll write a letter...lol well that was then...
these days i find that i'm more verbal than ever...which in some cases can be good...
but
there are times when silence...takes over. and i can't control my need to just
be quiet.....lately...i've been dealing with some issues that i felt i needed to verbalize
my feelings....unfortunately, in certain cases i was unable.....well that only makes me
want to lash out and tear shit up. when i feel as if y backs against the wall....i get
bouts of hysterical blindness and i just start reacting to things.....

i'd much rather express....as i have years upon years of shit on the inside.....
just dying to be set


f r e e!

all i want is to rid these things buried so deep......

so und reas on ing r i g h t/ l e f t br ai n


oh....and bubble tea is some nasty shit!!!! i don't know what the attraction is...
but ummm..i wasn't feeling that foamy milk like mess....lol sorry..lol
your on your own on that one....but the sushi.......YEP!

yall ever had bubble tea????