energy:create:fear

funny how life is sometimes. just when you thought everything was okay. your suddenly wrong. and everything you want to do has been done by someone somewhere..the idea. or ideas. or is it simply energy transforming and metamorphing(making words up) itself into becoming...it/whatever/everything?

we are energy, we can not be created or destroyed, we just change form

creativity. the blessing given by the creator. it is our duty to create some thing. that is the way of giving back. we are talented for a reason. whether we acknowledge it or not is yet another task. have you been creative today, yesterday or other day? any day?

"one door closes another door opens". this is truth. not looking past/back at what mistakes...but will use those as guides=insight=wisdom. we are all guided by something...which side are you on? we were born naked..only to be sheltered with layers later used to hide/bury.

fear. balance as means of existing behind so many layers upon layers. stifling yet crippling itself deeper into your normal routine, you realize your trapped. in fear.by fear for fear self. fear god. fear life. fear death. fear happiness. the positive in that? if there is one. erase fear. unlearn. the hardest type learning there is. undo not needed cycles/patterns/negative trends. oh that goes for friends too. undo. no hard feel. it has to come to this.


enuff of that. my eyes are crossed,
tossed slossed laid to the side....
ha! meaning: i'm sleepy.
i should be in bed. dreaming. of [u]. ?who? stop! [u]

music rant coming soon!!!!!