Midwifery in Progress: Selfishness and Meditation

i'm tired. tired of limits, restraints, liars, bougie niggas, inflated egos, diluted christians and their fantasy mindset, those who play with change and growth, also those who claim the want to find their spiritual center.....your all fakers. and you know what happens to fakers right?.....

for some reason on any given occasion these spirits seek people like me/us out for friendship. it's all good..i'm open to much. and i can put up with a great deal. until u try to pass off your bullshit on me as if it's real and i wouldn't/couldnt tell the damn difference. i'm smarter than that. although i've had one, two at the most slip on through and fool a sis.....lol but in time all bullshit shows face. disguised. when this happens......embrace. embrace who and what u were from jump...don't pretend to be what u can't be or who u aren't. just be u. be the best fucking u that u can. eventually you'll get acceptance from some place or another.

oh yeah....energy burners. those who seek out energetic individuals to compensate for your lack of......your stressing me! upgrade your spiritual center! come clean. get real. not with us/me but with u. your not knowing who you are is ruining others. it's ok to be. don't act or try to be what you aren't..i love you just as u are...the problem starts. when your bullshit pours over on other souls......misguided souls. let your inner devil free!! and focus on the god/godis in u. find MA'AT in all things.....not sure what MA'AT is....i'll teach you or at least show you where to find her. she's within believe that....

to those lost...and those souls know whom i speak of...let me midwife your search for self. i have experience with this and references. reach out i'm only one highway/email/phone call/train ride/2-way/dove mail away....

now i don't claim to be a being of perfection because that don't exist in my world....i've been guilty of all of these things i've mentioned. i lived these experiences and learned from them. that was then....now. i take my learned experiences and speak on them. write about them. share them in hope that they'll help others. cleansing. oh yeah i'm real about mine....i can face ME in the mirror on the daily.....can you? i sleep good at night...do you?

peace...my brother peace this peace that......peace is overrated! niggas have run peace to the ground and beyond. do you know what peace is?

bottom line....we as people are more concerned with ourselves than the next. we are so enthralled with me me me we kill others with our selfishness. we lose the best things this way. but we chase bullshit by the dozens in our white tees and prada shoes.......what else is there? there should be more to life..more to your life. unless your simply defined by your own bullshit. if this is you......and you see no other way...as if your trapped there or you think your karma has led you there to stay........this blogs for you baby! see me on that midwifing thing. there's only so much time left on this crazy earth.......get FREE niggas now!

*THE ROOT OF ALL SINS IS SELFISHNESS*... remember that!
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meditation*
a serious practice....should be taken very seriously...if you have a mentor..use them....when starting out a mentor is necessary. someone with experience to teach about the different travel points that you should experience..also the different lights you could possibly experience.