Friday, April 11, 2003

ok im up....not really sure why.
but imma tell ya that falling asleep on the floor
sucks!!! especially when your sick and
wake up to a scary video mix of cher..grrr
.
wanted to make a call to see if you
were awake as well but eye kept myself...
from playing myself...cause its late.

speaking of playing myself..lately eye been
guilty of that...loving that your so head strong.
cause im not at times...my heart/mind/soul come first..
and before you know it im hooked like that.
rethink my strategy...but what the hell im just
releasing the first thing that comes to mind...



umm the born day is in a few days(4/13)....
whats on the agenda...NADA...nodadamnthang!!!
kinda bites but thats life....reality that is.
"Fantasy is what the people want, but reality is what they need"
thanks Lauryn for that.....you had my back when
no one else did....ever since we was kids
...hmm guess eye was about to rhyme...

on another note im hoping to catch ursula rucker
tonight on Def Poetry...*if God allow*
im also up downloading and making cd's...
*hint* cody chesnuTT.38 songs-so u got 2 cd's coming
..gave myself a deadline date to have them all done by tomorrow...

fine'
4now

Thursday, April 10, 2003

"possibilities are endless"
what eye've learned is.......
the universe is mine...all that eye ever wanted
and needed can be....(a lesson that eye have to learn, but taught so many)
nobody has as much love and faith in you as you....
truth is what eye make of it..
duality exisists because eye do....meaning...
losses in life are to be expected..why base my decisions on whether or not
I'll be hurt....there is a lesson in all things....good/bad
it's ok to be alone....besides we're born that way...die that way too....
embrace the love.....can't deny the truth.
depression breeds laziness and irrational decisions....
no time like the present....
if you see something you want...just go out and get it...
make it happen with guidance from the creator...
spiritual wars can be fought in silence....

just a few things im learning while on my journey.....life.love.pain.
let me tell you bout reality..........................
::next time::
check!

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

seems as if it's been ages since eye 've written anything.
not even a case of writers block. it's simple eye just didn't have
any words for the shared public or me. ever felt like you have no voice?
that's exactly where eye have been...words and pure thoughts left me
in my time of need. actually they didn't leave they were blocked.
blocked by senseless bull. occupied by anger that entered my cypher.
angry at what? the world, it's politics,people and their bull,myself-the bull
that eye sometimes entertain. just angry at all things that eye have no
control of...then comes the art of war. after seeing and acknowledging
this war is going on...eye had to re-adjust my thought process...
because this world is bigga than my block. there's things going on around
us that has me wondering what's on peoples minds. how will this war
affect our living habits as amerikkkans? do we actually know the damage
that is being done? no. these days a sista wants to spark change.
and in order to help eye gotta correct my errors first. it's a everyday struggle.
im inviting all those that are ready to spark change to unite. come together
get some ideas and make a move. for our future youngins. all are welcome.
Peace and leave me your thoughts.