Yo a sista had a moment of peace and tranquility....Last night was very peaceful..Eye actually sat still-no interruptions,no calls no bothers at all....It feels good to just be still and listen....mad my favorite things..homemade fries...cut up potatoes..umm umm good...yall don't know nothing bout no potatoes till u had mine....Hehe! cleaned up when eye got home from my 10 hour work day(with no lunch break).....*shhh, im trying to make all the xtra cheeze eye can*....Did you notice the way Jay-Z snuck in my venacular....cheeze..Hahaha thats funny.

Man eye had a Whitney Houston moment last night....The Whitney eye Know and love...Not the crack baby Whitney...Not the in denial, but im still claiming that Jesus is the sun of God Whitney, Praise the Lord while eye hit this line of white truth......Liar! Her soul has been snatched by the disagreeables and im not sure what's gonna come of it....It hurts to watch such a beautiful talented soul waste away into the abyss of nothingness....Nevertheless eye enjoyed her thru memories and playing her old music...Eye got nothing but love for this sista....This all brings me to the question of why are many of our sistas in the spotlight losing it???? Whitney,Mariah(yep eye called her ass a sista),Erykah("all that fraud shyt got ta go"),Toni Braxton(plastic glad wrap sista),Janet(go figure her whole fam is wacked out-so she has a lil excuse)....That's too many if you ask me...If only they would recognize the amount of power that they posses...They would become more of an asset to all Nubian sistas......God bless them all as they continue to search.

eye think im talkin too much-ok im here at work on the clock not doing a DAMN thang......but gettin paid....Isnt that great!...

missed you last night

Peace-Give Thanks

Today is a lazy day for me...Eye wanted to stay in the warmth of my bed...and just lay there...As a matter of fact eye think this weekend im going to stay in smoke and sleep....lol! just be lazy..Plus im broke..How do you get your paycheck on 12/12 and be broke on 12/13? Hmmmm does this happen to anybody else except me?...And eye keep thinking that eye need to tighten my grip on my finances...honestly eye don't think there is a such thing. So eye am what eye am.....Broke!



For some reason eye like taking pictures....but all eye got is this digital cam...Its kinda funny when u take pictures of yourself...lol!



EYE WANNA GO HOME!!!!!

If eye put half as much work into MY shyt as eye do this job eye would be a millionaire...Not that that's even important to me....Personally having my own house,some land,savings in the bank and successfull biz-something that im happy with I'm fine......Eye don't need the bling diamonds,gold,Rolls Royce....None of that shit defines success.....To me it only shows a certain level of insecurity in that individual.....Why shell out $250,000 on a vehicle....when in fact eye could take half of that and feed the hungry in MY community alone......Things bother me......

What bothers me:
Ignorance..the kind where one takes no responsibility for their actions..period!..
when my system doesn't work for me because people come behind you and make changes...only to find out later that-that way did work.....
when eye fall asleep at night and awake to a bloody nose....What up with that?...Alien like behavior..

Eye want to know what exisited on this earth B4 Egiptians.....Can anybody tel me? Prob not-and im not trying to hear your twisted "well this is what had happened" views....So im guessing that nobody can tell me unless they were there.....Man eye got shyt on my mind...

*Enu*: Eye once had this conversation with an elder about being tuned into your higher being...the ancestors and God....He broke down the cycle and gave me examples of being contacted by our ancestors....He told me how the ringing of the ears is a way of tuning in.....If im not mistaken it is the right ear....And the ringing signifies the ancestors bringing you to a balanced level with them....Anybody experience this?